Once a person is gone from your life, there is nothing you can do to compensate that loss.
"Jo hota hain achhe ke liye hota hain" kind of one liner losses its significance for such history.
Year after years there will be moments when you will feel something god has taken away from you which was precious in your life.
I still remember each and every moment when I got the news of my father being killed by 3 criminals. I guess myself and my brother still have that guilt inside our sole for doing nothing to make those 3 people getting punished for their sins. We are sorry Papa.
We miss you each and every day but there are some days/moments which haunts your Reminisce more. Sharing some of them.
Same year in 1998 I went with one of my uncle who gave me best school and other facilities to study, which helped me to be what I am now.
I used to think my brother too had such kind of fortune, But I was wrong. Still he did his best and got a job before I had any in 2006. I knew the job was not worth for him to join that too being a govt Job. I felt helpless as my uncle was favored him to join that.
I really missed you Papa at that moment. I wish you would have been at that moment to take the right decision.
As we say life goes on and happened the same.
My little sister was getting married in 2009. When in morning she was leaving for her new life, she came to me hugged me and cried like a small baby, I barely controlled my tears. I knew she was crying for her Big B. I escorted her to the car after some instant she returned back and again hold me tight and started crying a lot. I know this this time it was not for me but for you Papa.
In 2010 I got married and started living with my Mom and Wife. They used to have disagreement on small small things as we see in most of saas bahu serials. I always become helpless :)
I wish Papa you were there to help them resolve such situation as people use to say we are always helpful to opposite gender.
"Jo hota hain achhe ke liye hota hain" kind of one liner losses its significance for such history.
Year after years there will be moments when you will feel something god has taken away from you which was precious in your life.
I still remember each and every moment when I got the news of my father being killed by 3 criminals. I guess myself and my brother still have that guilt inside our sole for doing nothing to make those 3 people getting punished for their sins. We are sorry Papa.
We miss you each and every day but there are some days/moments which haunts your Reminisce more. Sharing some of them.
Same year in 1998 I went with one of my uncle who gave me best school and other facilities to study, which helped me to be what I am now.
I used to think my brother too had such kind of fortune, But I was wrong. Still he did his best and got a job before I had any in 2006. I knew the job was not worth for him to join that too being a govt Job. I felt helpless as my uncle was favored him to join that.
I really missed you Papa at that moment. I wish you would have been at that moment to take the right decision.
As we say life goes on and happened the same.
My little sister was getting married in 2009. When in morning she was leaving for her new life, she came to me hugged me and cried like a small baby, I barely controlled my tears. I knew she was crying for her Big B. I escorted her to the car after some instant she returned back and again hold me tight and started crying a lot. I know this this time it was not for me but for you Papa.
In 2010 I got married and started living with my Mom and Wife. They used to have disagreement on small small things as we see in most of saas bahu serials. I always become helpless :)
I wish Papa you were there to help them resolve such situation as people use to say we are always helpful to opposite gender.
Wow i m speechless.Really loved it.Eyes r fully loaded wdth tears.I m happy that at least u can give words 2 ur thaughts n feelings.I thnk very few persons r there in this world who can express his real feelings in simple n innocet words.
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